...THE JOHNSON DREAM...

Parade of Boats

2011-12-06T13:41:00.002-05:00

Bennett's Clifford Birthday Party!

2011-12-06T13:34:00.006-05:00

Halloween!

2011-11-01T21:38:00.008-04:00

I LOVE Halloween and was so excited to have a little family of my own to go all out with:) In fact, I was so excited that I had our costumes picked out and our room decorated by the beginning of September.
I found this idea on MarthaStewart.com...I wanted us to have a theme and I of course wanted it to be different, so we focussed on our locks this year and did a hair theme.
Ben's hair is supposed to be grass with bugs, frogs etc crawling around in that thick head of hair he has, mine is supposed to be a beehive, but I just had to have butterflies too, so it looks more like a butterfly hive lol. And Bennett was going to be a spider but when the costume came I didn't like it so I ended up making a caterpillar costume last minute for him and we just matched our crazy hair theme on top.
Ben just loves this feminine Butterfly I put in Bennett's hair, but I decided this would be the only year I'd be able to go cute having a boy, so I did!

We had fun going to the trunk or treat, trick or treating at the Hagerman's and taking photos (A big thanks to Laurel and Ben for them:)
We were all surprised Bennett kept that lady bug on his nose!
Laughing at Daddy:)

Still laughing at Daddy. He really got him going while I was getting myself ready.

I love this little face:) Happy Halloween!

Pumpkin Patch

2011-11-01T21:00:00.000-04:00

We went with the Parkin's and Anne to Boonehall Plantation's Pumpkin Patch and had a ton of fun. I personally could've stayed there all day long. I love Fall and all of the fun activities that come along with it!

Cutest Family Ever!
They had so many fun things to do. This was a huge blob that even adults could bounce on. Bennett and Lucy didn't like it so much though...

Love this pic:)
I could've spent hours on this slide!!! It was so fun and faster than I thought it would be.
Can you see the "Sneaky cat" creeping through the corn?

Corn Maze:)
Cutest Family once again:)

This was right before Bennett had a face plant into the dirt thanks to his negligent Mother. I was a little too excited about the pumpkin patch and didn't realize I never strapped him in. Poor Nick was pushing him over these huge mounds and Bennett just slipped right out. He didn't get hurt at all thank goodness and he got a little toy pumpkin for handling it so well.
Josh pondering life:P

Cute cute Anne:)
Good, good times:)

Mommy's Little Allstar

2011-06-12T10:38:00.003-04:00

The other day, I was feeling so worn out from life.

When you compile all of the things you need to get done in a day; work, Church callings, cleaning, washing bottles (this is a tedious one for me for some reason), preparing meals, keeping a teething baby happy and serving your spouse, things just seem to wear me out! I texted Ben at school after I finished at work and said, "Shouldn't I be able to handle all of this? It's not that hard. Why is it wearing me out?"

As I reflected on my lifestyle, I knew there were small changes I could make that would have big results, eating better, exercising more, praying more and using the atonement more fully in my life to name a few...

At the end of the day, with my list still full of things to do, all I really wanted to do was sit down and play cups with my son. It was the perfect remedy for how I was feeling. He looked so cute to me in his little baseball outfit, all bathed and smelling yummy. He loves knocking down those cups and he loves it so much when we play with him (of course). It was so nice to just hang out with him and put everything else up on the shelf for the evening. It (along with added little prayers) apparently worked too, because the next day my energy was back and I was able to get things done I needed and wanted to.

Thank you Bennett for always letting me play with you:-) You are so fun and the way your face lights up, brightens my day. You are a sweat heart and I am so grateful for you.

I wouldn't change anything about our life no matter how hard things may seem at the moment.

Yum Yum!

2011-06-12T10:24:00.003-04:00

From the moment we started feeding Bennett solids, he makes this "Hmnn" sound before and during his meal. He makes baby food sound so good!

This was at the end of his dinner last night, so he was getting full and it wasn't as prominent as it was at the beginning, but you get the idea:-)

Day Trip to Charlotte to See Grandpa Page & Uncle James

2011-06-07T16:51:00.006-04:00

Yesterday, my Dad flew to Charlotte to meet James, whose been going to school in West Virginia, so they could drive back to Colorado together...so we were lucky and got to meet up with them for the day.

After picking my Dad up from the airport, we went and had breakfast at IHOP, then drove around the back roads of Charlotte looking at houses and scenery.

Bennett is my Dad's mini me. They look a lot alike. Ben has said that since day one when he saw Bennett cry lol.

Then we went and hung out at a park in Statesville while we were waiting for James. It was huge and all of these people were there working out and we all just wanted to take a nap! When we were walking around, Ben and I tried the different work out stations and I couldn't even do what was considered "Beginner"! Whatever is what I have to say to that! So I've barely done any working out for the past year! So What lol. Ok that is not how I feel, I'm just mad I am that out of shape, but too lazy to really go at it hard haha.

After that we spent some time in DQ cooling off while my Dad and Ben worked on some computer stuff.

Uncle James is here!

Bennett had just fallen asleep when James got there, but we had to wake him up so James could see him! That's why Bennett looks a little out of it. James and my Dad are both so good with babies. They love them so much. It's so sweet to watch.

Goodbye kisses.

I miss them already. After this trip, I had this hopeful feeling that all of us would settle down again and be able to see each other more often. I miss that time when we were all living in Grants Pass and got together all of the time. I have very fond memories of then and sometimes wish we could go back to that, but know that we most likely won't...

It made me feel like we had that time so that we would know what Heaven must feel like, being with your family for eternity. And now I know what we have to look forward to.

Being in South Carolina has been very good for me. Ben's family is amazing. I never thought I would feel so comfortable as to live with my "in-laws." They have always treated me like I am a special part of the family and I am so grateful to them for that. This time would've been VERY hard, being away from my own family, if it weren't for their kindness and generosity.

So all in all...I feel very blessed for the family I was born into and the family I married into. I never thought I'd be this lucky:-)

I love you all very much!

Our Little Beethoven

2011-06-07T16:45:00.002-04:00

Drummer Boy

2011-06-07T16:32:00.004-04:00

My Great-Grandma Woolsey showed me how to play some tribal drums while we were in Arizona.

Grandma Page Can Make Me Laugh!

2011-06-07T16:22:00.003-04:00

She has the perfect voice and knows exactly what to do to get me laughing!

(This was when I was 4 months old, visiting Arizona)

5 Months in May with a Few of My Favorite Things

2011-06-07T15:59:00.006-04:00

Even though this picture is from when I was 3 months old....I still look forward to and love bath time!!!!

I love love love these cups! Just call me mr. destroyer!

I love being outside!

for mom's birthday, dad fixed mom's bike and grandma & grandpa got me a sweet trailer, so I can go on bike rides too! right now we are practicing by going very slow around the driveway :-) I love it!

I love watching this nursery rhyme video and now I can sit up all by myself.

I love to hold my bottle now because I am a big boy...but sometimes I don't feel like it.

Two of my biggest fans! I love my grandma & grandpa johnson:-)

Bennett & the Long Board Take 4

2011-06-07T15:39:00.000-04:00

But is he laughing or crying?

I don't think he knows!

Bennett & the Long Board Take 3

2011-06-07T15:28:00.007-04:00

Just like the grass fear...he slowly began to like it...

Bennett & the Long Board Take 2

2011-06-07T15:16:00.004-04:00

We found out that it was the skidding sound that scared him...

Bennett & the Long Board Take 1

2011-06-07T15:08:00.004-04:00

We found another sound that freaks Bennett out!

We love to torture our son...

Lovin His Grandpa Playing the Drums!

2011-05-15T23:33:00.002-04:00

Last time we were down in the studio, Bennett freaked out because of the noise. Apparently, that is not the case any more...he was fascinated with his Grandpa Johnson playing the drums!

He couldn't take his eyes off of him, even with his day playing the guitar right next to him lol.

So of course he had to try it out for himself.

Oh ya...I'm pro!

These Johnson boys blow me away with all of their stinking talent!

Look Whose Decided it's Time to Start Sitting Up!

2011-05-15T23:24:00.004-04:00

I came home from a Presidency meeting to news that Bennett had sat up all by himself while I was gone! I couldn't believe it! Our little boy is growing up way too fast! So of course we had to have him do it again and get it on camera!

Sitting up all by himself reading his "Ben's Baby Book" (You'd be surprised how many things we've found...outfits, books, etc with the name Ben in them. Makes me happy:-)

Getting tired of sitting up...

Falling over

And now we're down on the belly (which he normally hates!)

As you can kind of see in this picture:-P

Just hangin out...

I lOVE holding him and seeing this view of his profile! His little cheeks and lips are so sweet and kissable! This photo doesn't do it justice! You'll just have to hold him and see for yourself:-)

Getting tired, and wondering why he was woken up...Definitely ready to go back to bed.

Me and My Shark Towel!

2011-05-15T23:20:00.002-04:00

I love wrapping my little bath baby up in his big snuggly shark towel after his nice relaxing warm bath... that he LOVES by the way!

Mother's Day

2011-05-15T23:09:00.003-04:00

I had a very good Mother's Day..Darren made Laurel and I breakfast, Ben watched Bennett while I put together some little gifts, "Bennett" got me a sweet card and a bouquet of my favorite color of roses which Ben insisted I make a corsage for myself out of haha (I didn't get a picture of it lol).

Laurel's Corsage I got to make for her. It was a lot of fun to do and I think it's the first one I've made by myself:-)
The month of May, I have started this new thing..."Use what I have!" I have a bad habit of buying new things while stuff I already have accumulates and takes over our little world, so I am trying to not spend money on things that I could improvise with things I already have. So...instead of buying vases for these arrangements I made for a few Moms we know (I would've done everyone we knew if it were possible!) I made "vases" out of cardstock I already had and filled a plastic treat bag with some water to keep them hydrated. It was a little different and probably looked like a 5 year old made it, but it was fun and felt good to "use things I already had."

Hope everyone had a wonderful Mother's Day!

Strawberry Patch

2011-05-15T23:00:00.004-04:00

We went to a strawberry patch with a few girls from Church and it was berries of fun lol. The weather was beautiful (good thing we went early because it started pouring soon after we left) and the strawberries were on the smaller side but super yummy.

Dena:-)

Liz Ann and he daughter with the most awesomest hair ever!!!!!!!!

Chelsea:-)

Fun Fun:-)

Grass? I duno about that stuff!

2011-05-15T22:41:00.005-04:00

At first, Bennett was terrified of grass! (See video below). If he even saw himself getting closer to it, it freaked him out. It was really funny, cute and sad all at the same time. But...with a little help from Daddy, he eventually he got over it and now he loves it:-)

Me and Grandma Johnson

2011-05-15T22:39:00.004-04:00

I LOVE rocking in the comfy chair with Grandma Johnson! She takes such good care of me:-)

Where'd those teeth come from?!

2011-05-15T22:33:00.002-04:00

After Bennett and I got back from Arizona, his awesome sleep habits had quickly changed. He no longer was sleeping from 8-6...he was waking up every two hours! I thought it was from traveling, but to our surprise it was his cute new tooth keeping him up! He now has his two bottom teeth and it is so cute to see them. He doesn't show them off very often, so I'm surprised I was able to get a photo of them.

Can you see them?!!! :-)

Bennett's First Easter!

2011-05-15T22:16:00.005-04:00

Dying Easter Eggs!

Ben & Bennett looking for Bennett's Easter Basket...

They needed lots of hints heehee...

There it is! Behind the cereal!

Bennett loved the cellophane more than anything:-)

Family photo...don't you love Ben's "Blue Steel" pose:-P Bennett wasn't too interested...

After Church checkin out his bunny Easter basket

and all of his goodies!

Story time!

I have to say...I have been looking forward to doing all of the fun things you get to do with your kids when you are a parent. It brings back that giddy feeling I had when I was little. I lOVE it! Can't wait for the next holiday!!!

Day of Service

2011-05-15T22:11:00.006-04:00

We got to help clean up the grounds at our local library for our Ward's day of service. It was fun and there were a LOT of people helping out, Bennett and I hardly did a thing!

Bennett loves drinking out of our cups...

Needless to say he was soaked afterwards.

It was a good day:-)

Bennett's First Trip to the Beach!

2011-04-21T12:46:00.004-04:00

Ben played hooky and we all decided to take a trip to the beach yesterday morning. It was Bennett's first time feeling the sand and ocean water. He loved it at first, but the water was still a little too cold for him so he was done.

I've never seen starfish just hanging out on the beach like this, but there were tons of them! It was so cool.
Grandpa showing Bennett the starfish.

Every time I see this picture, I think it is my Mom. We look more and more alike as time goes by.
Love this picture Laurel got of Darren. The wind was blowing right at us so Darren and Ben could throw the frisbee straight ahead out into the ocean and it would come right back to them like a boomerang.
Ben and I totally not dressed for the beach lol.
The water was a little too cold for Bennett's liking. He's used to his warm bath water, which he loves. Soon enough the ocean will feel just like that for him.
Overall it was the beach was a success for Bennett. He smiled when we were walking up to it, with a look like "oh ya, I know what this is all about." :-)

Corentined Laurel

2011-04-21T12:21:00.003-04:00

When Bennett and I got home, Laurel had done radiation to kill her Thyroid. Luckily the radiation didn't effect her and she felt great, but she did have to stay at least 3 feet away from all of us for a few days. It cracked me up because Darren had made her a sign for her to use ;-P

Our Trip to Arizona Take 4

2011-04-21T11:56:00.005-04:00

Saturday we decided to have a birthday BBQ for Danielle because her Bday was the following weekend. It was a lot of fun and felt like the good old days when we would get together and Grandma and Grandpa's.

Danielle with her new little boy, Colby (named after his Uncle Devin Colby Durham)
I lOVE these candles!!!!
Danielle and I with our boys:-)
Julie with two of her grandsons.
Mom's with their only daughter's kids who ironically have all boys so far:-)
Julie and I modge podged the letter "P" for Page with French fabric my Mom picked out for a belated birthday gift.
Danielle and I with our Anthropology hats.
All the boys! I love how Tyler is jabbing Devin in the eye in this picture!
Devin, Tyler and Ben
Bennett, Dad, Bradley and Dave
Tyler...he's a little shorter than the rest of them haha.
Dad and Bennett.
Devin and Tyler
Brooke and Bennett
Grandma with her newest Great Grandson, Colby
This is what I did A LOT of the trip! I was so tired!!!! It bummed me out because I felt like I slept away the trip!
Dave and Bennett watching Bennett's favorite sing along dvd (that Ben and I hate) while I washed the sheets:-)

It was so great to see everyone and I felt so rested by the time we got home. Thank you Julie for all you always do when we all get together. You are the Hostess with the Mostest! Love all of you guys!!!!!

Our Trip to Arizona Take 3

2011-04-21T11:41:00.007-04:00

Julie had to work Friday night at the Buffalo Chip so we ate dinner there and got to see her in action.

It was all you can eat Fish and Chips night. It was super good yummy. I loved that practically right before we went Dave told me he had four sandwiches, but then still was able to eat two servings of the Fish! That boy can eat!
I was for Ben. He loves to say Tina Turner.

Mom and Bennett

Bennett showing G-Daddy his guns lol.
Bradley and Bennett. Bennett's like "huh? you talkin to me?"
Dad, Bennett and Grandma:-)
Chugga chugga chugga chugga choochoo...photo train here we come!

Our Trip to Arizona Take 2

2011-04-21T11:17:00.004-04:00

Tyler and Bennett hanging out (notice Bennett's ASU attire that he got from his Uncle Bradley)
Bennett trying out Tyler's awesome plaid hat. Tyler was so cute with him.
Uncle Ben (not the rice lol), Tyler and Bennett playing together.
Bennett loving all of this attention!
Meeting Grandpa Page AKA G-Daddy for the first time. It was late for us being on East Coast time when my family got to Arizona, so Bennett and I were way out of it.
Uncle Bradley and Bennett. I always think Bennett is Bradley, when he is sleeping especially!
My Dad and Bennett. Ben was right...they look a LOT alike! I'm so glad they were able to come down and we got to spend so much time with them. Thank you guys. And thank you Ben and Danielle for your hospitality while we hung out at your house. It was super fun!

Our Trip to Arizona Take 1

2011-04-21T11:03:00.003-04:00

Grandma and Larry were so kind to pick us up at the airport after our little flying adventure:-)
Larry pushing Mr. Shades into the office, where we spent most of our time getting my crowns fixed.
Great Grandma Woolsey & Mr. B
Favorite Aunt Jules
Uncle Brian AKA the Master behind my teeth and not only super fun and entertaining uncle, but dentist as well! He was doin some dance moves while I was in the chair lol.
Grandma Woolsey spent a lot of time watching Bennett. It was so sweet to watch the two of them.
Cousin Devin Devito with Bennett
Uncle Brian trying on his birthday shorts from Julie over his pants.
Making an impression of Bennett's not so little left foot for a keepsake.
Jules workin her magic with the mold.
Bennett helping Jules at her desk. They both seem a little too happy to be working lol. I am VERY grateful for all the help with Bennett and work done on my teeth. As the initial shock my mouth has had is wearing off, I am so grateful to be able to chew again without worrying about how it was going to feel. Thank you to all of you!

Our Little Travelor

2011-04-14T01:24:00.008-04:00

Bennett had his first airplane ride this past week, while him and I went to Arizona to meet some of my side of the family for the first time (pictures of all of them coming soon).

Attempting to change his poopy diaper on the teeny tiny counter in the bathroom was a success! It wasn't as hard as it seemed...thank goodness!
Bennett did pretty darn good considering how long of a trip it was. He even got his own set of wings to pin on his shirt and compliments from other flyers on how well he traveled.

This moment was my favorite...seeing that sweet face peering out the airplane window, watching the clouds pass by as we fly over Georgia on our way home to South Carolina.

4 Month Check-Up

2011-04-04T08:40:00.000-04:00

Bennett was cracking me and the nurse up at his appointment. After she had me dress him down, she left and by the time she came back, Bennett had crumpled up ALL of the paper on the bed. He was going wild with curiosity and excitement.

He is now 16 lbs 7 oz and 29 1/2 inches which puts him in the 95% for height and 75% for weight. He did great with his shots and has now been given the title of a "Happy Spitter" for his wonderful spitting up habit. I know how "happy" it makes the rest of us, but he doesn't seem to mind.

4 Month's Old!

2011-04-02T10:37:00.006-04:00

This little guy turned four months old this month...and to celebrate, our little family went to the
in Charleston. The weather was beautiful and it was so much fun for the 3 of us to be out and about watching some tennis matches.

What I Wish For

2011-03-27T03:29:00.005-04:00

I've been trying to get back to sleep for the past couple of hours because I know that very possibly, in the next 30 minutes, Bennett could be waking up, ready to eat...but I can't sleep. Even though I am exhausted inside, my mind won't let me sleep.

My husband's most used phrase this past week has been "I'm tired." My response to that phrase? "I'm tired too." That is our theme for this past week. He's physically exhausted longing for more sleep. I'm tired of the never-ending messes and organizational projects I have piled up not only in my mind, but all over the place. At work, in the garage, in our bedroom, in our bathroom, in our closet. It doesn't seem to end. I have this overwhelming desire for simplicity and cleanliness, but I can't seem to get there. I'm tired of my clothes. I'm tired of not fitting into my pre-pregnancy clothes. I want to pretty much get rid of everything in my closet and only have 5 different, cute outfits, so my mind doesn't have to try and make something look cute with my belly bump that is fading away much too slowly. And yet, I can't seem to part with everything even though my mind is telling me to. My heart LOVES clothes and things and just doesn't want to let go of it all. And on top of it, I can't stop thinking about how our room needs color. Something bright and cheery. I look at the walls, curtains, bedding, Bennett's nook and my mind just races. I'm tired of it racing. I'm tired of being a consumer. A consumer of food, clothes, objects, projects I never get to, media, etc. My mind, body and spirit are craving freedom from this whirlpool I seem to be stuck in.

Today, I got a glimpse of that freedom I am craving. I went to my friend Sarah from work's wedding with some other friends from work. I wanted to go but at the same time didn't want to go without my family. Ben was helping his Dad build a deck in the backyard and Bennett was spending time with his Grandma because I knew he wouldn't be able to sit still for a wedding ceremony. But still, I wanted them both there with me for this special occasion. I was so excited for Sarah and Joshua. I have had a special bond with Sarah because we kind of think alike. We're both from the West Coast, are religious and love all things natural. She's a sweet girl with such a sweet heart. I am proud of her and Joshua for waiting . I am amazed by her amount of faith and kind-heartedness. She is so sincere and I admire her greatly. So yes, I was very excited to see two amazing people who are so right for each other be married.

The wedding was beautiful. My eyes filled with tears as they played a Death Cab for Cutie song as she walked down the isle (I myself was listening to a song from them that reminds Ben and I of our wedding on my drive over there). It was beautiful and she was so deserving of that beautiful moment. Her pastors were amazing. So full of joy and happiness. All of them were. We watched in amazement as the whole wedding party sang and prayed that the threatening rain clouds would stay away until after the ceremony. And as they poured their hearts out in song, the clouds parted and sunlight peered through right on them. It was such a neat thing to see, coincidence or not, the thing that amazed me the most was Sarah. There she was, on her wedding day, standing at the "alter" with her soon to be husband, arms and head thrown back, singing her heart out. Completely open and free. Words can't describe the feeling I had and still have from that moment. I truly don't know how to explain it, but it was amazing and I found myself wanting to feel that free. My soul, completely open to God's will and love. Wow how I wish I could feel that as she portrayed it.

My life has become too busy...too cluttered with unimportant things that have been keeping me from what's most important...peace, love, joy and time.

Peace inside me and around me. Love for my husband and son. Love for my family and those around me. Joy for life. Joy for each day I have been given. And time. Time to enjoy the important things, like my baby boy. Making him the first priority instead of work or a to do list No more putting him last in my long list of things I feel I need to accomplish. No more squeezing him into my schedule. I want to enjoy every moment with him, but I can't when I pack my day full of things to get done. I want time with my husband. Real, quality time. I thought of the vows Sarah and Joshua gave to each other today and the advice they received from their pastors...and knew how close her and Joshua had become because they had taken the time, made the effort to build a strong solid foundation to start their marriage on. It's easy to get lost in life. Forget who you are. How to love. How to feel. Since Bennett has come into our lives, I see a glimpse of that coming back. We now have Sunday evening walks together, we have Friday night game night together (I gave Ben an offer he couldn't refuse- 1 night of us playing computer games together in exchange for Sunday evening walks together. Needless to say we both look forward to both events now) and we also have a nice, nightly routine together now with Bennett- cereal time, bath time, story time, family prayer and bedtime (for Bennett). I am proud of us for that. I look forward to it every evening. We've kept on it. And it has been easy to do because I think we all enjoy it. It's worth something to us and special for all of us because no matter what we're doing, we stop to do it. I love that. That brings me the peace, joy, time and love I have been searching for.

And now I am ready for more. That is why I have so many organizational projects going on...because I want more of those moments together. I want order and simplicity in our life so that we can enjoy those special times together. I just hope that I will get my energy, motivation and desire back to finish them all...very soon, because the piles and messes are about to eat us alive.

I know this is kind of deep, but these are my thoughts at this moment. This is what's in my mind and heart and I feel the need to share them. I truly am grateful for my life. I am so grateful for my husband and sweet baby. I am grateful for the family I was born into and for the family I married into. I am grateful for the friends that cross my path and the wonderful things that everyone teaches me through their examples. This is why I don't want to waste one more moment. I want my life back. The life I know my Father in Heaven has planned for me and my family. And I am so grateful that my little family and I are beginning down that path together.

Still wide awake, my thoughts expressed and no waking baby...what shall I do next?

Uncle James

2011-03-03T21:28:00.003-05:00

Last weekend, my bro James had a game up in Greer SC and he invited us to come. We were so excited because James came down when Bennett was born but he was hooked up to IV's so he wasn't able to hold him, so now Bennett really got to meet Uncle James. He even wore his baseball outfit to match his uncle (he had a blowout in the pants right after I changed him into the outfit, but the shirt made it out safely so he was still baseballin it up).

The pitcher that pitched that night for James' team had a "no hitter" 10-0. That was pretty cool to see. It was pretty cold up there and it was Bennett's bedtime so he wasn't the best sport during the game, but afterwards we went to Dunkin Donuts and had some hot chocolate while James and Bennett had some Uncle-Nephew time. It was so fun! James is so good with babies. I love watching him. Can't wait til we get to see him again...hopefully it'll be soon!

Pink Floyd

2011-03-03T21:19:00.010-05:00

For Ben's first Father's Day last year when I was prego, one of the things I got him was a Pink Floyd onesie for Bennett. Both Ben and I have Pink FLoyd t-shirts so when I saw that onesie I had to get it and we finally got a picture of all three of us wearing them (thank you Laurel).

Bennett loves to be carried around like this with his Daddy. He gets to see all the fun stuff...like his little buddies, Rusty and Kirra.

Rusty was a little excited lol.

Down for the count.

The Bumbo and Rusty

2011-03-03T20:59:00.006-05:00

I am going in the wrong direction timeline-wise, but Bennett rolling over tonight got me to get pics and vids off my camera and start blogging again, so it works:-)

A couple of weeks ago, Bennett was getting bored with his usual toys, so I decided his neck was now strong enough to give the Bumbo a shot. He loved it! He sat there for quite sometime while I got some stuff done. He loved being at that new floor level and that's when he discovered his new favorite thing...RUSTY!

He LOVES Rusty! Everytime Rusty comes around, no matter how fussy he's being, Bennett just starts to smile! I'm so glad too. They're going to be such good friends, sharing eachother's food and drool haha.

Some other little milestones today...

2011-03-03T20:48:00.003-05:00

So along with the rolling over, today Bennett also learned how to suck his hand...really loudly. We got home from dropping Ben off at school and he was playing on his play mat when all of a sudden I heard this loud sucking noise. I looked over and this is what I saw.

I also got him rubber underpants because he has MAJOR poopoos and peepees. Almost always we have to change outfits (sometimes ours as well) when he goes potty and sometimes he even requires another bath. I'm glad his little system works so well but man, with that and the constant spitting up, we had to try something...so we'll see how these work out.

He is at such a fun age right now! He has started talking to us a lot more and is almost laughing. Today I thought he was going to do it cuz he got really loud. I love his sweet big smiles and when he watches you when you're doing this and that. I love that he knows my voice and who I am and who is family and puppies are. His little rolly polly body is so fun to hold and squeeze. We just can't get enough of him!

Rollin!

2011-03-03T20:20:00.004-05:00

So this week Bennett turned 3 months and with that he gave us a little treat...HE ROLLED OVER! We were really surprised because he HATES tummy time, so he isn't on his tummy for very long...maybe that's what got him to do it...he hates it so much so he tried to get out of it by rolling over haha.

He got a little coaching from his Daddy, Grandpa and even the puppy Rusty. ALthough Rusty can only do it to one side, but Bennett did it to the right and left! Yay. SO fun!!!

Daddy Time

2011-01-09T21:35:00.002-05:00

Can You Tell We Love This Little Guy?

2011-01-03T21:06:00.002-05:00

Bouncer

2011-01-03T21:03:00.008-05:00

I'm diggin this Safari bouncer (thanks again Patty). It keeps me occupied while my Mama gets ready. I'm usually over it about the time she's about to put on her mascara.

Gamers

2011-01-01T22:59:00.005-05:00

Daddy is getting Bennett started early on games (can you see th back of his little head in Ben's arms?)

Like Father Like Son

2011-01-01T22:57:00.003-05:00

Ben and Bennett were taking a nap and I came in to see them looking like this. Both with their arms over their head. So cute.
Then, later they both had their hands near their mouths...can you tell they are related? I love it!

Hands

2010-12-26T21:08:00.000-05:00

Bennett LOVES his hands. I guess most babies do thats wehy they have those mittens (Bennett got some in his stocking for Christmas but they don't stay on very well). I know I've mentioned this before but even in Bennett's ultra sound his hands were right up by his face. I hate strapping them down in his swaddler at night because he loves to have them right by him at all times, but like in this picture he loves to dig into his eye. Crazy boy.

Bennett's First Christmas

2010-12-25T22:50:00.000-05:00

Our little elf man. Check out his feet. I have a video I'll post too of him here.
Our stockings I ended up making the day before Christmas Eve. I was going for a Dr. Suess/Grinch kind of style...

So fun to have a little a little family now to make matchy things for:-)

Naughty?

or Nice?

Always nice:-)

Daddy putting together Bennett's present.

Our little "Rudolf" touching his Little nose.

We had a great Christmas with Darren, Laurel and James. Thank you guys!

Dancing Santa

2010-12-24T22:10:00.000-05:00

I don't know how to rotate the video so it's facing the right way...

Our Little Smiley Sleeping Elf

2010-12-24T22:04:00.000-05:00

Visitors

2010-12-23T23:07:00.000-05:00

Bennett has had some oh so sweet visitors come by to see him...here are some we captured (sorry to those we didn't get photos with:-()

Echo and Patty
Josh and Lisa

Josh and Bennett. They're already buds lookin right at eachother.

Josh's thumb and Bennett's hand are almost the same size!

Josh did so great with Bennett. By the end he was giving him kisses on his arm.

"Tutu" Lisa with her little "Dude" She's so great and supportive with this little guy.

Thank you to all who have visited. You guys are great and we love you !

Sleepy Time

2010-12-23T20:03:00.000-05:00

I sleep anywhere but my bassinet...I'm a baby, that's what I do.

Bennett & My first trip to Disney World!

2010-12-23T19:53:00.001-05:00

Darren, Laurel, Uncle Derek and Aunt Diana were kind enough to let us tag along on their Diney World adventure. When we originally planned to come we thought Bennett would've been a little older than he was, but we decided to do it anyway because how many children's first trip to Disney World is when they're 8 days old?

It was colder than we expected at night so I of course didn't dress warm enough, but Bennett did great. Who knew fleece blankets over the stroller could keep a baby super warm? He definitely outlasted me. I felt bad because I couldn't hack it lol and had to stop early both days. Here's Bennett all cozy in his stroller while we checked out the awesome lights that even had a show with music!

Looks like we all ate Willy Wonka gum and turned blue in this picture like Violet:-P Who's that crazy guy taking a picture of us? JK.

Next day in Animal Kingdom on the Safari. Darren, Laurel, Derek & Diana.

Bennett and I (Ben's to the right of me. He really wasn't afraid to come see the animals :-P. He even road Everest twice! Woohoo Ben!)

Hippos were super cute.

Mama and Baby Elephant. The baby reminded me of Bennett...and Dumbo. So cute!

Nemo ride. So cute. I LOVED it! They had 3D video playing inside a real tank so it looked like they were swimming around in it. I thought it was brilliant!

Darren and Laurel having a special moment in the oyster shell. Pretty darn good self photo. Must be that awesome Iphone:-P

Family photo in front of the huge "golf ball" as Diana's kids call it. We had a lot of fun. Yes, having just given labor, I probably should've stayed home, so everyone else could've had more fun, but I didn't want us to miss out. Thank you Diana and Derek for being such great tour guides and of course Darren and Laurel for everything! We love you all.

Fuzzy Friend

2010-12-22T20:52:00.000-05:00

Probably coinsidence, but one of the first nights Bennett was home, we were changing his diaper and I played his musical giraffe and he looked right at it and reached for it. It was so precious.

Tired and Hungry Faces

2010-12-21T23:13:00.000-05:00

We love Bennett's hungry face. He practically swallows his hand and when he tries to take the bottle it is the cutest face ever. We also love his cry, especially when he gets a big pouty lower lip and goes "muahhh" so fun and cute!

First Video

2010-12-21T20:53:00.000-05:00

I'm glad we did these because he has already grown and changed so much (he was about a week old). I just love watching them no matter how boring they may seem to someone else, it reminds me of how he was at this time. I love it!

First Day Home

2010-12-21T20:41:00.000-05:00

As many moms know, it is such a hard thing to be sent home from the hospital before your baby can come with you. That Saturday afternoon was a tough one for all of us...It was hard to walk into our room being no longer pregnant and seeing his nursery nook all set up and waiting for him. It wasn't how I planned or imagined it to be.

It was nice to have my Mom there and James, who has gone through a much harder, but similar experience to talk to. I got to spend some time with James, watching Ski Patrol and taking our minds off our worries while Ben and my Mom cleaned the office. And of course, Laurel and Darren are always so supportive.

That evening the doctor had finally made it to Bennett and said that he thought by Sunday afternoon Bennett would be able to go home as long as he was eating, so Ben and I headed over so I could practice nursing. That was a neat experience sitting there with those two in the nursery, bonding and being amazed that Bennett still latched on after all this time of bottle feeding. Time flew by and it was hard to leave him but we were excited and anxious to see if we would be able to bring him home the next day.

Early afternoon we got the call from the nursery saying Bennett had been discharged by the doctor. We quickly grabbed our things and decided to suprise the grandparents and not tell them it was time.

We got to the nursery and there was our little guy (who you could recognize by the head of hair) al cleaned up and snoozing away. We got him all ready to go and got our last few lessons of care from the nurses and then we were on our way. Bennett was coming home! What a whirlwind of emmotions. We were now expected to do this all on our own? With no nurses? Holy Hannah! But we were excited for this new stage of our lives and that he was now a healthy little boy reasy for life.
In his car seat ready to go (after we had to take him out and feed him first to calm him down after waking him up from his cozy nursery bed).

Ben getting him situated in the car.

Grandma Page so glad he got to come home before she had to leave.

Grandma Johnson with him.

Grandpa Johnson with him

So glad he's home.

Daddy, already so relaxed with having a baby.

Mom giving him kisses which he just better accept and get used to.

His little pea pod snuggie keeping him cozy.

The first night was hilarious. Everything people always say happening with babies happened that night. I changed his diaper and two seconds later he pooped again and got al over his onesie. I changed him again, took this picture and seconds later he spit up all over it. He went through like 4 wardobe changes that night. It was so funny. Ben and I were laughing in disblief.

Content little boy (I'm suprised we have so many pictures with his binkie because he can hardly stand that thing).

This picture makes me want to get in that Boppy with him and snuggle it up.

All in all, holding Bennett asleep on my chest while I'm typing this, we are so glad he is home, healthy and hopefully happy. Every moment was such a memorable and special experience while we were in the hospital and each day just gets better and better.

I am so glad my Mom and James were able to come. It was so great to have them there to talk to and laugh with. I am honored to have such amazing inlaws who love unconditionally and give us so much support. And I am so grateful for the power of prayer and the comfort, assurance and guidance it can give us.

Welcome home Bennett Lane.

Our Little Scare

2010-12-20T22:00:00.000-05:00

Bennett was taken in and out of our room quite a bit and then permanently by the time evening rolled around. They were concerned about his breathing and were going to keep a close watch on him. It was all kind of a whirlwind and we didn't really know what was going on. My brother James got into town about that time so him and my mom were able to go in and see him...thanks to James, we have a picture of him during that time, which I am so glad we have. It was a hard, but special time.

Bennett ended up having an infection in his lungs. He had a rough first night. He ended up having to go to the NICU and be put on oxygen and anti-biotics. He was doing better by 5:30am when I called the nursery to check in him. He had to stay in there until the lab results sent out each day showed no infection, so that meant Ben, myself, My mom, Laurel, Darren and James were the only ones able to go see him after we scrubbed our hands.

I was so bummed I didn't take pictures of all of those who visited us while in the hospital, especially when a lot of the staff from my work showed up to say congrats. That was so sweet of all of you. Thank you Lisa, Dr. Dungan, Megan Dungan, Trisha, Megan and Sarah for your love, support and prayers.

I was sorry I missed Patty and the Buhls the next morning when I was in the nursery with Bennett, but that was such a neat experience to just be with him, stroking his little leg and I didn't want to leave. I was so glad I finally got to spend some time with him and I'll never forget those quiet moments, there watching him and his monitor.

I also had very nice visits with Echo and Roberta. And heard from many via our cell phones. Thank you to everyone. We definitley felt loved and supported.

Bennett's First Captured Moments

2010-12-20T19:58:00.000-05:00

I'm Here! I guess you heard me!

Looking at his Mom

Ya I am not one of those girls that looks amazing right after giving birth. I was freezing cold and still loopy and drowsy from the meds...and we have pictures to proove it lol.

Dad's turn

The new "Grandma Johnson"

Dr. Campbell

The nurse and student nurse

First bath given by Daddy

Combing his thick head of hair.

Precious

Grandma Page getting her turn. So glad she was there.

It's Taco Bell time! Cute Grandparents.

And then it was time for a nap.

Bennett's BIRTH-day and Our Labor Story

2010-12-19T19:08:00.000-05:00

For those who have asked...here is our story. Sorry if it's too much info...

Wednesday night December 1st...Got a call from my mom that her flight had to be emergency landed in Oklahoma for medical reasons with a passenger, so she wasn't going to make her last connection the night before I was to be induced, so she had to spend the night in Charlotte and fly out first thing that morning. We were bummed, Ben offered to go pick her up in Charlotte but by the time we got back, it'd be time for us to go to the hospital and it probably wouldn't be the best thing to be that far away being over due, so Darren and Laurel volunteered to pick her up in Charleston after they dropped us off at the hospital. Things were settled and we went to bed...

At 1AM I woke up to contractions I could finally time. They didn't hurt but were about 2 minutes apart. Because I was already dilated to a 5, people advised me not to wait around, but to go as soon as I felt something...so I called the doctor to let her know and she said to try and get some sleep, which I am sure she was wanting to do as well. So I went back to sleep.

At 5AM our alarm went off to get ready to go to the hospital to be induced at 6AM. I was really not wanting to have to be induced and to my suprise, I woke up feeling some strong steady contractions. By the time we got to the hospital the contractions were pretty strong and I was starting to get uncomfortable. It cracked us all up because there was this lady who flagged down Darren's truck when we were pulling up to the ER entrance and she asked if we were headed to College Park Road which wasn't even close to there and hello, we were pulling into the ER entrance. The lady then stopped Ben and I when we were walking in and asked us the same question. Again, I don't think a prego lady in labor and her hubby heading into the hospital are going to College Park Road.

We got checked in and up to our room, which was room #3 (my number by the way) and got all settled in. I told the nurse that "I think I'm having contractions" and she said ok and began to ask me a million questions, some of which I had no clue how to answer especially in the middle of a contraction. We got through it though and then she checked me. My contractions were 3 minutes apart and I was dilated between a 5.5 and 6. Turns out I didn't have to be induced after all! Perfect timing Bennett! Seriously. Brilliant.

I was on the fence about an epidural and really wasn't sure what I wanted to do about it...my labor was picking up quick so I didn't have much time to decide...the nurse suggested I try a mild drug in my IV first to take the edge off the contractions because they were getting a little rough, so I agreed and, but with hesitancy advising her that one tylonel will knock me right out. Whatever it was she put in there did the trick. I slept through most of the contractions after that and would have to ask Ben if I was having a contraction.

Dr. Campbell then came in and broke my water and that's when they found out that little Bennett had a BM while in labor so there was deep dark meconium and they were concerned, hoping he hadn't inhaled any of it already.

They decided to speed up my labor so they turned me on my side and put my legs a certain way. The worst part was the heat. I was so hot and kept calling the nurse to turn down the air and finally to bring me a cold towel, which helped a ton. Ben would put it on my neck whenever there was a contraction.

I started to wake up and heard a familiar voice in the hall...my Mom was here! I was so excited and glad she made it in time. She popped her head in to say hello (I didn't want anyone but Ben in with me and she was relieved I felt that way (at least that's what she tells me...)). It was so great to see her glowing face. I'm serious, my Mom just glows. I started tearing up when I saw her and she gave me a hug and we chatted for a minute, but then the contractions started getting harder to deal with so she quickly left and that's when things really got going.

The pain got more intense and I remember telling the nurse I changed my mind and didn't want to speed things up...I heard people laugh but she said I'm sorry we have to, for your baby's sake. Ben would try to comfort me, but I remember telling him thanks, but please don't (or something like that) I never yelled at him or squeezed his hand so hard he was in pain (like you hear about), but I definietley didn't want anyone touching me.

A few contractions later, I heard Dr. Campbell's voice and the nurse say, ok we're gona start pushing. Your baby is in destress and we need to get him out of there. She was kind of stressing me out and not telling me what to do, so I said just tell me what to do and I'll do it. So they got me all ready, the nurse holding one of my legs and Ben holding the other and the pushing began. The contractions were no fun so the pushing was actually relieving and I wanted to do it as much and as quick as possible so I wouldn't have to feel anymore contactions.

Dr. Campbell pointed out the head to Ben and made the comment, "wow that's a lot of hair." The pushing lasted for a half an hour and then Bennett's heart beat dropped considerably so she cut me to make him come out on the next push with a respitory team standing by to make sure he didn't inhale any meconium.

What a relief when he came out. I had my eyes closed the whole time because those drugs caused me to sleep between pushes, but I opened them to see that cute little boy not covered with as much gross stuff as I thought he would be. Then I looked over and saw Ben with tears in his eyes. I am so glad he was able to handle watching the whole thing. It seemed like it was a neat experience for him as well. They then took Bennett and got him all cleaned up. I was freezing and they wanted to take my oxygen mask off and for me to hold Bennett but I was still loving the extra oxygen and I was shaking so much, so I said let me stop shaking first, so they brought me a heated blanket and something to drink.

Then the fun began, Ben went and got our parents and I was told that he had tears in his eyes and Darren was worried something had gone wrong, but nope, just a happy, touched new daddy. Everyone came in and got to hold him. So fun. it was great to just sit there and take it all in as I began to warm up.

I apologize if this was too graphic for anyone, but this was seriously the most amazing experience. While I was still in the hospital and even now, I would just run through the course of the whole experience and just relish in it. It was so great. I was so glad it went fast and that I didn't have to be induced or have an epidural. We had a student in there helping the nurse and I remember looking at her and her eyes like deer in the headlights after. I was her first birth that she got to see and they all kept telling her, this was unusually quick for a first time mother and not the norm. Again, I am grateful it wasn't the norm because it was perfect just the way it was.

Little Bennett Lane Johnson, born December 2, 2o1o at 10:44AM weighing 8lbs 14oz and 21in long.

Bennett Lane

2010-12-18T17:07:00.024-05:00

Bennett Lane Johnson

Born December 2, 2010 at 10:44AM

Weighing 8lbs 14oz & 21in Long

I was cracking up with this pose. It was the first one we did and the basket tipped over while he was in it. I felt so bad I was putting him through this, but he did pretty darn well considering...

His Santa hat from the hospital...didn't think we'd have a December baby but it is perfect!

This is probably my favorite.

Can you see the bubble? Ben was blowing them while I took the photo, but they didn't show up very well darnit.

His Umbilical Cord fell off today after this photo session. He's growing up!

His cute feet I love to rub.

His hands are always by his face...and his ankles are always crossed...just like in his ultra-sound.

After his photo shoot...super tired and ready for a diaper change and a nap.

Welcome Home Bennett Lane!

2010-12-05T13:30:00.000-05:00

40 Weeks...and...our Due Date.

2010-11-29T20:02:00.003-05:00

Wellp, we didn't think we would, but we made it to 40 weeks and my due date, November 29th. All of the doctors and nurses were suprised to me see me again today for my appoitnment. Good times. I am now 5 cm dilated and ready to go, but no labor just yet...The doctor said me and the baby are doing really well, so that is good.

You'll have to excuse this post, my thoughts are a little scattered and random...

We went to Chinese food tonight with Darren and Laurel and Ben opened my fortune cookie and decided that whatever it said, he would relate to Bennett. So...this is what it said:

"An admirer is too shy to meet you. Be on the look out and make the first move."

It looks like we are going to have to make the first move, we are scheduled to be induced this Thursday, December 2 at 6am. Schedule-wise, this works out best for us right now anyway, because Ben has finals on the other days and my Mom is coming on the 1st. So Bennett...I'm ok with you staying in a couple of days longer (watch now he'll come right in the middle of Ben's final!).

We had a very fun, relaxing Thanksgiving, It was nice to just get to hang out with Darren and Laurel. We played a lot of games, ping pong, HORSE, catch with the football, long boarded a little, Settlers of Catan, etc. and ate really yummy food! Oh and I dropped the pumpkin pie when trying to put it in the fridge! The WHOLE thing just flew out of my hands because it was so soft in the middle. Last year I dropped butter on Laurel's head, so I guess every year it's inevitable I do some clutz move. Check out Laurel's blog for pictures of TG.

I was actually grateful Bennett didn't come before Sunday. I had missed part of the past two weeks of Church because of this darn cough I have (I literally sound like a 60 year old smoker...it is disgusting and very annoying...), so I was glad when I was feeling pretty good and able to go this past Sunday. One of the talks during Sacrament meeting, I felt like the speaker was speaking right to me. It was so interesting because the week before during Sacrament, I was feeling really upset and confused about something and didn't know how to change the way I was feeling, and then, he spoke about that exact subject this Sunday and how to overcome it. I truly felt so blessed and grateful for the words he said and the Spirit I felt and knew that that was one of the reasons Bennett hadn't come yet.

I also have been spending many early morning hours/ late nights, lying in bed just staring at the walls, unable to sleep. Poor Ben, has not gotten much sleep thanks to me and my darn cough...I often stare at Bennett's little corner and this picture we have framed above Bennett's bassinet. Every time I start getting inpatient and wondering why he hasn't come yet, I think of this picture and how maybe Bennett is having his last few moments with those who love him most and how I need to stop being so selfish.

My Grandma sent me this story and it touched me so much. I keep thinking of it, especially when I look at this picture:

Smells Like Rain

I am truly grateful for the Gospel and the knowledge, comfort and guidance it gives us.

39 Weeks

2010-11-21T11:25:00.004-05:00

So...yesturday I was at Home Depot waiting to get some wood cut for some things I am trying to finish in our room, and this older man looked at me and said, "you doing some projects?" and I said "ya...a couple of them..." and he said "AND you're pregnant?" and I said "ya..." and he laughed and said "man, now that is outstanding...my wife isn't even pregnant and she still sits at home complaining, not wanting to help out with anything." then he said as he was walking away with his son "that's great. I love to see that. I respect you."

Just a little story I thought was funny and would share. I guess I am just stubborn, but I really don't feel like pregnancy has effected my life that much. A little disclaimer though...today, when getting ready for Church, I had a melt down to Ben because I couldn't get my socks on or my boots and while attempting to do so, I ruined my nail job I had just finished and thought was dry. Then at Church, I began to cry over things I normally probably wouldn't, so yes, pregancy has had an effect on me...but not to the point that I thought it would. And I must say, it is neat to see how natural and a part of a woman's life it is to carry a baby. Now I know, some woman and babies have complications and that makes my heart ache for them, but in general...it is such a neat thing to watch happen.

Earlier this past week I was getting very inpatient with thinking he's supposed to come any day now. I was irritable and on edge about everything...but then something in my mind switched and I began to think about how I should be enjoying these last few moments, whether hours, days or weeks, before he comes. Because life is going to change and will never be the same. I will no longer be working full time at Ocean Eye with so many amazing girls who are like family to me (they really are because they have seen me more than most people and have seen the good and bad things that come from Jacquie being pregnant). I just can't believe I won't be there every day anymore. I really love my job. I love the things we get to do and learn, the people we meet and just everything about it. I will definitely miss it. Thank goodness I will still be working for Dr. Dungan from home and will hopefully get to see the girls more often than not. It has been such a blessing to work there and I am very grateful for it.

As far as baby goes...I think he is pretty content and may just stay where he's at for awhile, even though things may be all ready and waiting for him to get crackin. Sounds like he may have his Mom and Dad's stubborness lol. Things have still been pretty comfortable for me. I have been sick so I have this ugly annoying cough that keeps all of us up at night, but it is slowly getting better. I have definitely been feeling something going on that makes me think the day may not be too far off, but you never know...this is my first time and I don't have a clue what to expect, no matter how much I read or hear. One thing that has been happening for awhile now but is getting more frequent is my legs will go out on me...right below my hips. I figure that is from him being on my siatic nerve, but it is pretty funny. One time, I was in the exam room and walking out and almost fell over, causing me to push the door shut to keep me from falling. Luckily my patient was in a different room and no one saw lol. But ya...that is happening a LOT more lately and I just have to stop and wait for it to pass.

Bennett has been very active still. I love watching his body roll under my skin. Now that I know how he is positioned, I know what parts are doing the rolling or kicking. I have become very famiiar with his right heel. He is constantly moving that and I love touching it and knowing that that is our little guy wiggling around in there.

I am feeling a little more ready for him emmotionally. A part of me is so nervous because it has been so long since I have been around a baby, but a lot of it will hopefully come back to me and the rest we'll learn as we go. A big thank you to all of the advice and books I have been given. They have really helped me out a lot.

I love being able to picture a baby in our lives without even trying to. I will close my eyes and randomly see a scene of us all together and it has really helped me to mentally prepare and get excited for what's to come.

Well...I have now written a novel, so I guess I will finish. We will definitely keep everyone posted on any action we have. Thank you for all you support and sharing this time with us:-)

PS...no picture this time, because A. I am too lazy and B. I am hoping this week's photo will be of me in the hospital.

Ben's Birthday!!!

2010-11-19T19:37:00.010-05:00

Ben's Birthday was today!
Turns out he was born 11/19/1985 at 11:18AM. Pretty cool eh?

We had fun celebrating it with Darren's yummy mock up of Round Table Pizza (per Ben's request). We've been devouring pizza for the past month as Darren has perfected his recipe. Super yummy:-)

Then they treated us to super cute cupcakes with a candle for Birthday Boy.

And we of course had to have a DQ icecream cake...the only kind of cake Ben really likes.

He is now too old for the 24 pack of birthday candles so we had to move onto the number candles...the big 2-5!

He is now a quarter of a century old! "Older than Dirt" Thought this was funny...since his bro Nick called him old man in one of his last emails. (what does that make me lol?)

Awhile ago, when we were on our 24 (tv show) marathon kick, Ben said he wanted Jack Bauer's weapon bag for school...so I googled it and apparently lots of people wanted his bag because they actually had a site where it was sold as the "Jack Bauer Messenger Bag" so I had to get it. He was acting out scenes from 24 when he opened it lol. I also got him a black button down jacket...not pictured and a deftones and nor cal star sticker for his new laptop, along with a neoprene case, which turned out to be too small, so we're gona have to get a dif one.

And lastly, he wanted this Bamboo touch pad for school and stuff so I got him that to play around with as well. It's pretty cool.

Darren and Laurel got him some new Vans shoes which look way sweet on him and they are also going to take him to get a new suit for Church, but are waiting until after Bennett comes because they don't want to be that far away from the hospital, since we're 38 weeks now. Such caring grandparents:-)

Now for the mushy stuff:-P I love this Ben of mine. From the day I met him he has blown me away with his kindness and big heart. I didn't think a guy that good-looking could be that nice too lol.

He is always so patient with me and always listens to me no matter how boring my story is. He's my best friend and I am so happy to be married to him. I hope you had a fun birthday hun. Love you!!!!

37 Weeks

2010-11-11T19:26:00.000-05:00

This week at my doctor's appt I was suprised by how much progression we had made. I went from nothing but him being in the right position and his head way down to 3 cm dilated and 80% effaced. It took me by suprise and got me a little anxious when the doctor told me she didn't think I would make it to my due date. I was doing good planning on him coming after his due date or at least on his new due date...until this news...now time has slowed way down and I am getting a little inpatient.

Nursery Nook

2010-11-05T22:02:00.006-04:00

I finally finished his little Nursery Nook in our bedroom. It's a little more eclectic than I like to be, but there were so many little things I wanted to do in that corner, so I did them all!

And...being the design freak I am...you get to hear about each little thing...in detail!

The adorable white bear with the brown polka dot ribbon on the shelf of his Bassinet that my Grandma Woolsey made for him is what inspired the Black, White & Brown color theme, which actually matched our room perfectly (many of you know I am a nuetral gal. My favorite color is white. One, because it is so clean and light and two, because you can't get sick of it, or at least I don't).

Some of you may be thinking, just like me Darren and Ben that those things on the shelves above his bassinet may fall on him if there were an earthquake, but don't worry...I have secured them down, so they are pretty sturdy. I'm really not trying to let the need for design take over our baby's safety...

The Picture of the Savior was one of the "projects" we did for Super Saturday this year. I love this one and another one we'll use when he is a little bit older. It has a Vellum overlay that says I feel my Savior's Love. So precious.

The metal First Year Frame was a brilliant gift from Sister Ogden. I love it and it matched perfectly. I printed brown and white patterns (that you can't see very well unless up close) to put in the circles until he reaches those stages.

I of course wanted to do his name in wooden letters and these ones fit the space perfectly. I got them at Michaels and painted them black. We like his name because everything is double letters except for the B.

Laurel got him this cute plaque that has a sweet quote about babies and I found the star frame at AC Moore along with the wooden letter toy box (that came with three different sizes that I was too lazy to paint).

This was the first project I finished a while ago. I had these frames that I had used at an activity that I had gotten from the dollar store last year and really wanted to use them for his nook. I found some wooden shapes (can you tell I like wood?) at AC Moore and painted them black also. Then I printed off some brown and white patterns...put them together and what have you got? Bippity Boppity Boo!

I also found the wooden/maginet train letters at AC Moore and Michaels and decided spelling his name twice would be too much, so I spelled out "Boy" instead, painted them white and antiqued them (it's kind of hard to see it in this picture, but I thought it was great they had those!)

And of course, I always have to have a flower in my decor. I love flowers. They are soft and so relaxing. I'm thinking about bringing one with me to focus on during labor because they are so relaxing to me. The Tin cup the flower is in is actually Ben's engraved baby cup. It worked perfectly for the height and style I was looking for. Thanks for sharing Ben:-)

The Bassinet was sold out everywhere we looked online, so we actually ended up finding it on craigslist in great condition. We of course washed and steamed all of the bedding and it turned out to be a great find. The fabric is super soft too. Like a micro-suede.

He has two little friends waiting for his arrival in the bassinet. Both are from the Dr. Suess baby shower. This cute elephant Echo gave us and this little yellow and brown giraffe that plays twinkle twinkle little star.

On the botton shelf is the "inspiration bear" that my Grandma made. It is so soft and soooo cute! Stacked up is a chenel blanket my Grandma also made, a fleece blanket Laurel made for his blessing day and a couple of other blankets and extra sheets. And last but not least, the largest of the three wooden letter blocks that again I was too lazy to paint.

So there you have it...not your traditional nursery colors or theme, but it works well for our room and it makes me happy when I look at it, just knowing he will soon be sleeping there and to see all of the special things family and friends have made and given to him. Thank you all:-)

36 Weeks...and What We thought was 37...

2010-11-05T21:49:00.002-04:00

So...funny story. I went in to get a "Proof of Pregnancy Letter" for my insurance (like the huge belly I have accumulated and him kicking me isn't proof enough...jk I understand) and when I got the letter it said my expected due date was November 29th...not November 24th, the day before Thanksgiving like we have been telling everyone.

So I went home and asked Ben what he had heard from the ultra-sound tech and he too had heard the 24th.

So...we thought maybe they just wrote the wrong day in the letter and the next day at my appointment I asked them when my actual due date was...and it turns out, since my last ultra-sound it has been the 29th, but no one told us.

It's pretty funny. Many people may have been upset from hearing this, but to be honest, I wasn't expecting him to come until after Thanksgiving anyway, so it wasn't too bad of news for me. Now if he comes much later than that, I might be getting a little bit anxious haha.

So...new due date-November 29th, the Monday AFTER Thanksgiving. This also means, I have been 36 weeks two weeks in a row according to my weekly updates lol. Not many a women can say that haha. I am starting to feel a little more uncomfortable, but all in all this has been a very good pregnancy. Thank you Bennett.

Dr. Seuss Baby Shower

2010-10-26T00:41:00.016-04:00

This past Saturday, Patty, Echo & Maricela through me this amazing Dr. Suess shower! It was so much fun!. The decorations were adorable, the food was amazing (as usual) and it was so great of all of the ladies too come! Thank you thank you thank you!

The front door. Super cute!

Adorable Diaper Cake Echo made (and she says she isn't crafty...) with these cute party favors of goldfish with fish brads.

All of the yummy food. I could've just ate and ate and ate.

Some of the decorations. I LOVE this little (well big) elephant! He is now sitting in Bennett's bassinet waiting forhis arrival. I think we'll take him to the hospital too:-) Also, Echo made this cute oicture with one of Bennett's ultra-sounds. I Love it and it is definitely going in his memory book (we'll see if I ever become a scrapbooker lol)

The cute plates and napkins ( I took a couple for his book as well. Thank you Patty)

This was adorable! I loved it. They are Thing 1 Cupcakes!!!! So cute. brilliant idea.

Some very special ladies...including my MIL:-)

Some more special ladies. I was really tired at this moment, so I was lounging...I definitely made myself at home.

We have a lot of new babies that have come or are on their way. there are two that have come in this picture here. So cute! Great Moms by the way.

And then two more ladies who are expecting. Chelsea...on the right...was due the next day! As of now...no baby yet...hopefully soon...for her sake!

Kelli and Echo helping out with the gift wrappings and note taking. You girls are so great! Everyone was way too generous as usual...Bennett is set for life (if he stayed the same size for life that is lol).

Big mama opening gifts. Thank you Patty for the pictures of this:-)

And finally...me...just relaxing. That chair was way too comfy.

Again thank you everyone! It was such a great night. So memorable. I loved it. You are all the best!!!!!

My Hubby

2010-10-25T23:25:00.015-04:00

For those who don't know....I LOVE this guy!

Darren and Laurel's Anniversary

2010-10-25T23:14:00.006-04:00

As many of you know...Darren has become quite the Chef...and we are loving it! He's so pro! For their Anniversary they were going to take us all out to dinner, but we all knew Darren's cooking was way better than what we could get even at the nicest restaurant, so we stayed in and had steak and lobster...sooooo gooooood. It was very nice of them to let us join them. They are the best in-laws EVER!

Ocean Eye Baby Shower

2010-10-25T23:02:00.004-04:00

Lisa and the girls at work were so sweet and offered to throw me an Ocean Eye Baby Shower. They did an amazing job and seriously went above and beyond with EVERYTHING...including their gifts! They blew me away!!!! I never expected them to do that and they seriously got me all of these things I was really wanting...I should've taken pictures of each gift cuz each one was perfect!

The food was amazing and Lisa did a fabulous job on the decorations and games. I am so grateful to work with all of those girls. I seriously feel so blessed. I feel bad for them because they have had to put up with "Pregnant Jacquie" for the past eight months..and believe me...it hasn't been so pleasant. Just picture teenage Jacquie (or Tia from Uncle Buck like my family used to call me lol)

Anyway...you girls are the best and I love you all to pieces. Thanks again for a great shower! I will never forget it! I do wish I got more pictures though...darnit.

Left:Dr. Harwood, Middle: Lisa, Right: Trisha

Left: Hannah, Middle: Megan, Right: Courtenay

I tried out the timer on my camera and apparently the clock with the 10 on it means it's going to keep taking pictures over and over again for like a minute, so these are a couple from that oops but I LOVE them! This first one of Sarah cracks me up!

From Left to Right: Dr. Harwood, Courtenay, Megan, Sarah, Hannah, Lisa, Trisha and Laurel

I couldn't bring myself to post the ones with me in them...I was blocking everyone and I seriously looked and felt like a beached whale!

Jack Johnson Concert

2010-10-25T22:25:00.009-04:00

Since I have now figured this whole video posting thing out...I can now put some videos up I have been wanting to for awhile.

Thanks to a very generous person, Ben and I were treated to great tickets and even parking for a Jack Johnson Concert in Charlotte, NC. It was a lot of fun and way neat to see him live. There were a ton of people there and he had a great show. I have one of his songs in my head right now. Big thanks to You Know Who:-)

On our way up there

This is for my Dad...there was a random huge baseball tower off of the Freeway.

Every single time I tried to get a picture of the actual city of Charlotte...trees always were in my way. I guess that isn't a bad place to be when there are so many trees you can't get a clear shot, but the city was cool and I was unable to capture it.

The Concert

I forgot to get an actual picture of Ben and I...duh. We were even matching with red t-shirts and jeans! Oh well...Se La Vi.

Keep up or Catch Up

2010-10-25T21:45:00.009-04:00

Wow! I cannot believe it has already been over a month since my last post! Time is flying and apprently I am unable to keep up....so I guess I better catch up! First thing first...all my weekly prego pictures:

31 Weeks...in scrubs...as usual

(This was at a baby shower for one of the sisters in our ward. I got to feed Sandy baby food as part of a relay game. Super fun. Great idea Liz Ann! Sandy along with Nichole were good sports about it).

32 Weeks

33 Weeks
I know I may get in trouble for this one...I already have by Lisa...but I PROMISE I have never been able to go very fast even when I wasn't pregnant and I definitely was careful. I have some good videos of Ben I'll post too. (Oh and this is monumental for me lol...this is my first video post from my sweet camera Darren and Laurel gave me! I love it!!!!)

34 Weeks...feeling large and in charge that day:-)

35 Weeks at the great Baby Shower Patty, Echo and Maricela threw for me!

I am now on week 36, but no pictures as of yet...Can't believe it. One month to go! His little corner in our room is almost finished, our overnight bag is pretty much packed and his carseat will be here Wednesday! "It's really happening Harry!" (Loyd on Dumb & Dumber...just had to throw that one in there).

30 Weeks!!!

2010-09-15T18:21:00.004-04:00

Time is flying by!!! The weeks are just zooming past me! We are getting way excited and can't wait to meet this little guy. Had another check up yesturday and all is well for the both of us. We have his final ultra-sound next Friday so it'll be fun to see him again and how he is progressing.

My Mom requested more prego pictures so I am trying to be more diligent. I kept telling her I'm always in scrubs and never look presentable, but she said she didn't care, so in honor of her...here is a scrub picture....taken today...after work.

I couldn't resist playing around with it in photoshop to make it a little more fun:-)

Dear "Baby J"

2010-09-14T03:27:00.012-04:00

Your Grandma Laurel gave you that nickname when we first found out you were on your way and we didn't know you were going to be a little boy.

I am lying here wide awake at 3:30 in the morning just thinking about you. You're almost here in my mind. The time has flown by and I am loving this part of it. I love being able to feel you twirling around inside me. I love it when I'm thinking about you and wondering how you are doing and you give me a little nudge to let me know you are there and aware of my concern for you. Coincidence or not...I love that.

I love imagining what you are going to look and be like at different stages in your childhood. If you are anything like your daddy seemed to be during his I can't wait. He was and still is adorable and I love his little personality everyone is telling me he had right from the start. I am so anxious to see how you will be.

(Ben at age 1-ish)

It's so neat to think of our loved ones who have passed that you might have met. For the past couple of weeks I have been loving grapefruit, more-so than usual, and everytime I eat one I am reminded of my Grandma and Grandpa Woolsey and there home in Arizona with all of it's citrus trees. It makes me wonder if my Grandpa is teaching you all about the good things, like grapefruit, that there are to enjoy in this life:-)Ben and I are both excited for this new stage you will bring to our lives. Sometimes I can't believe you are really on your way. It's almost too good to be true. I hope all goes well on your journey here:-)

I love you already.

Love, Your Mom:-)

29 Weeks this Week

2010-09-11T15:52:00.006-04:00

...Enough Said...

:-D

Baby Shower Invitations

2010-09-11T10:20:00.009-04:00

I actually needed a website to put these on so I could send them via email as a signature, so that is my main reason for posting them :-)

We have a lot of babies coming in our Ward...well...I've noticed there are a lot of babies that have come or are on there way all over the place! It's so exciting!

These are Invitations for two cute prego girls in our Ward (well one of the girls just had her baby last week!) I hope they don't mind me posting them. Both invites were a lot of fun to design. I definitely want to take some classes in photoshop so I don't have to keep bugging Ben when I forget how to do something!

28 Weeks

2010-09-11T08:28:00.003-04:00

Laurel took this photo of me last Sunday after Church. I'm going to try to get more pictures of our growing baby/ my growing belly from here on out. Only 2 1/2 more months!!! Can't wait!

It's A Boy!

2010-08-31T23:20:00.004-04:00

The morning we went to find out, I wore both pink and blue to the appointment, but I secretly already had a blue outfit to wear the rest of the day because I just knew we were having a boy.

I had a dream that morning that we found out our little baby was a boy and I was so excited it woke me up (I had had several dreams about him being a boy before that too...quite silly ones). So I was up at 5:30 just waiting for the time to pass until the big moment. I decided to eat my fortune cookie from the chinese food we had had the night before and in it my fortune read..."May your most memorable dream come true." I laughed to myself and said if he turns out to be a boy I am definitely keeping this fortune! Yes I still have it haha.

In the ultra sound he showed himself right away lol. I had a hard time at first figuring out where everything was she was showing us. I felt like that Friends episode when Rachel couldn't tell what the dr. was showing her in her ultra sound, but she faked it til she made it.

When our tech started showing us his spine and belly and feet and of course head, I was then able to tell a lot better lol. His little ankles were crossed and one of his hands was up by his face. So cute and fun. I can't wait to meet him!

I have a pic of Ben and I with the sign that we sent out to people on my phone, but I haven't figured out how to get it from my phone to my computer yet...I know...pathetic. But once I do I will post it, along with some more belly bump pictures since we are now 28 weeks today!

20 Weeks Prego

2010-08-31T23:14:00.003-04:00

Not too much there...but man my pants were getting tight. I guess all of what should've been my belly went to my legs. I had to switch to maternity scrubs at work because the other ones were WAY too uncomfortable.

Bike Rides

2010-08-31T22:45:00.007-04:00

(Back in May 2009 the night of my bday)

A couple of Birthdays ago, Ben got us new bikes to ride together. I LOVE mine. It has really come in handy. I was riding it to work up until a couple weeks ago when we moved back in with Darren & Laurel (new rule from Darren....no riding to work while pregnant haha). But I really do love bikeriding. It's so relaxing and the scenery is always changing. Love it. These are pictures from a ride Ben and I took close to our apartment. They didn't turn out too great cuz I was riding while taking the photos lol.(Ben at our apartment complex)

My attempt to getting a shot of myself.

Our shadows on the sidewalk:-)

Modeling Session

2010-07-25T22:22:00.015-04:00

For my birthday (which yes...was forever ago), we had a picnic at the beach which was tons of fun.

We made up our own games...

Ben being super cool

Darren and Ben even had a little modeling session.

Darren with his cool Hapari board shorts!

Ben really wanting to get in on the action

Darren and Laurel got me a sweet super slim camera for my bday! I love it and always have it with me and I was definitely camera happy that day...I think we all were lol

Ben

Laurel

Darren

I even had to get a picture of everyone eating haha.

Of course we had to say hi to Nick and let him know we were missing him at the beach:-)
Good times. I love this family. Thanks guys.

Brothers

2010-05-15T21:15:00.008-04:00

My Mom just forwarded my youngest bro, Bradley's email for this week from his mission in Arizona. The kid had me in tears. He has grown into such an amazing young man. So positive, humble and wise. He has always been special to me...my little "boo" and he just keeps getting more and more close to my heart. I am so proud of him for serving a mission...it isn't always the easiest decision to make, but it is definitely worth it.

I feel so blessed to have the family I have. I love that I have three brothers who, at some point in their lives, have all stuck up for and protected their sister. Heaven knows we didn't always get along. I found a letter Austin wrote in elementary school about how he loves his sister even though she's annoying sometimes lol. So true!

I am so grateful for how close we have become even though we are so far away from eachother right now. My heart is full and instead of writing it in regular journal I decided to post it on here for all to read lol.

A Year Supply of Food Storage on $5.00 a Week for Two People

2010-04-18T18:13:00.001-04:00

We are starting this in our ward this week and thought I'd let others know about it as well. I think we all are feeling an urgency to get this done and be prepared for anything that might come our way.

How it works:
Each week there is a list of items to buy that equals out to about $5.00. By the end of 52 weeks you have a basic year supply of food storage for two people. I will be posting the items for each week. If you would like a copy of this program, let me know and I can email it to you:-)

Week 1

Yes I know I left out the "n" in pounds, but don't have photoshop on my computer right now to fix it...oh wells:-)

Stampin' Up

2009-06-04T21:21:00.004-04:00

Laurel is a demonstrator for Stampin up. Once a month a group of ladies get together and create a cute card or craft with all the fun stamps they have. I've been sitting in on some of them and Laurel invited me to jump in the fun.

I got my first stamp set a couple weeks ago. I got it mainly for the bird and the dandelion. We tried it the night it got here and of course...Laurel's stampin looked a kagillion times better than mine. "You have much to learn grasshopper..."

I am excited though to attempt the process anyway. I found a cute box of blank notecards and envelopes the other day at Target whose pink and green envelopes I used for the Dungan's announcements, so don't be surprised if you get a little note from me with these cute little stampies on it!

Laurel's Birthday Luau

2009-06-04T20:42:00.010-04:00

I know this special event happened weeks ago, but I guess better late that never...

Laurel and Darren's Birthdays are very easy to remember...Laurel's is April 15th...Tax Day and Darren's is exactly a month after hers...May 15th. It's great...I love it!!

I was super busy the week of Laurel's Bday with work and everything, so I was actually late... as usual latelty... getting her gift for her. I had so may things I had kept note of that she wanted, but when I went to get all of them...they were all gone:-( So I had to improvise...

I saw this lemonaide maker and it kind of started the whole, summer table settings gift basket idea. I found some plates, placemats, cups and coconut cups and my favorite...a lawn chair napkin holder.

We set it all up in the dining room and called for her to come down.

Darren Played some beach boys on his iphone and danced with his "girlfriend"...

Ben got a little cooky with the decorations...

to the point where he did a little island dance for us in the entry way (gotta love him!)
We ended the night with some cheesecake, which is one of Laurel's favorites. We hope she had fun...even though it WAS the day after her actual bday. Love you Laurel!

Announcements

2009-06-04T19:50:00.013-04:00

Well...once again, I have put off making posts and now I have a few I want to catch up on. I really love blogging and I love reading everyone's blogs, so I definitely need to get on it!

A few weeks ago, one of my co-workers asked me to do her college graduation announcements for her.

I had a blast doing it and I've decided designing announcements is a lot easier than designing a house for someone. Makes sense I know, but this thought crossed my mind several times while doing her announcements. I miss designing homes, but enjoy not having the high stress that can come with it.

Anyway, so this is her finished announcement...

Inside

Outside

Lisa and I were invited to Trisha's graduation party at her house afterwards. It was so fun to see her so happy to be done with classes, graduating with honors and having all her family and friends there to celebrate. Congrats again Trisha!

A couple weeks later, May Day actually, my boss and his wife, Megan, had their little baby girl, Finley Sophia. She is so cute and super long!

Rusty and Kirra helping me with the baby gift I got for them...My pathetic attempt at crafting with a bow I made and a pacifier lanyard...It got me so frustrated by the end of making it that I took a break from even dreaming of making something for weeks!

I felt so lucky when they asked me to do their baby announcements for them.

Their's...like Trisha's, were fun to design. Megan gave me free reign, just as Trisha did. I so enjoy striving to make a design reflect a person's style, wants and needs.

I have been working on finishing them the past couple nights. Ben helped me finish them up last night by cutting the ribbon and putting it through the first stages on the announcement. It brought back memories of when we were up late every night trying to get our wedding announcements finished.

This is Dr. Dungan and Megan's announcement...

I alternated pink and green envelopes...

Vellum Overlay

Underneath Vellum Overlay

I really was honored that both Trisha and the Dungan's would let me, someone with no experience, do these special things for them. I am happy for all of them with the new exciting things happening in their lives. Congrats again you guys!!!!

Next project...Trisha's friend's bridal shower invitations (I think)

and of course...

our wedding thank you notes, which I already designed months ago and just need to finish and mail along with the finished bridal shower thank you's that have been in a pile for the past year and a half! It's so so so pathetic...I know.

Ocean Eye

2009-04-29T23:38:00.010-04:00

This is where I now work. I have worked here for I think 2 months now and I LOVE IT! You can read why at the end of this post!

This is one of our exam rooms. I and Trisha are Optometric Technicians, so we help with the pretesting, glasses, adjustments, etc. It's a blast! Who knew?!

This next part is from the website. Yep we're all on there!

"Our Promise to you. Our one and only goal at Ocean Eye is to provide you with the best services and products available, all in an inviting and enjoyable atmosphere. By constantly striving for excellence in these areas, you will receive a thorough and educating ocular examination, unique eyewear made just for you, and a multitude of contact lens options. We will exceed your expectations. We have gained a wonderful reputation within Summerville and surrounding areas for providing great service and impeccable product quality. We will strive to become the optometric practice of choice for you and your friends and family!

We love our profession. Our wonderfully trained staff wants to make your experience great".

Justin Dungan, O.D.
Dr. Dungan received his Doctorate of Optometry degree and Bachelor of Science degree from Indiana University School of Optometry. Dr. Dungan also majored in Chemistry while attending Eastern Kentucky University. While attending IU, he served as president of the Fellowship of Christian Optometrists and published a research paper on Accommodative Testing. While at IU, he served as an Associate Instructor in Diagnostic Procedures of Optometry, teaching underclassmen the skills needed to perform a proficient ocular examination. He is a member of the American Optometric Association and the South Carolina Optometric Association.

Some of Dr. Dungan's hobbies include landscape photography, fly fishing, travel, and spending time with his wonderful wife Megan and miniature dachshund Holly.

“The thing I love most about what I do is interacting with people. I enjoy meeting new people and learning about their families. My goal is to walk out of the office at the end of the day and know that I made a difference in someone’s life; that’s what it’s all about!”

Lisa K. Hagerman, Office Manager
Lisa was born and raised in Honolulu, Hawaii. She is married with 2 boys ages 15 and 18 and has a puppy named Chessie. Lisa has lived in South Carolina for 6 years. She enjoys competitive volleyball, going to the gym, and watching her sons play soccer.

“My favorite thing about working here is working with a great doctor, learning all about the optometric field, and meeting all of the great families that come into our office.”

Trisha, Optometric Technician
Trisha was born and raised in Ohio. She recently earned her Bachelor's degree in Psychology from the College of Charleston. In her time off, she enjoys relaxing with her husband and two dogs at the beach.

"What I like most about working at Ocean Eye is the opportunity to meet so many great families. I also enjoy the relaxing atmosphere that we create here."

Jacquie, Optometric Technician
Jacquie was born in Scottsdale, Arizona and grew up in southern Oregon. She and her husband enjoy being outside playing sports, rock climbing, surfing and long boarding. Both also have a love for art, design, traveling, and spending time with family and friends.

"My favorite thing about working here is having the opportunity to work in such a professional and positive atmosphere, getting to know so many amazing people and gaining a greater understanding and fascination for the eye."

Easter Times

2009-04-24T18:08:00.009-04:00

It's a little late but I hope everyone had a great Easter! I had a very uplifting, spiritually edifying Easter this year. Sacrament meeting was very well done and of course Elder Holland and President Monson's talks during conference really helped my perspective on the holiday. That is...until we got to our primary class.

Lately they have been so wild during class that it is almost uncontrolable. I don't know if it's because we meet in the gym because our class is too big or if it's because of spring break and holidays and candy...probably both, but it has really been weighing on my mind.

Ben and I decided to do our Easter lesson on the meanings behind the traditions we do to celebrate Easter. A lot of them have to do with new life and the Resurrection.

There's one that I really liked. The Easter Bunny.

There were a couple different ideas as to why there is an Easter Bunny that gives children eggs in baskets. The main one started in Germany when a young mother decided to hide eggs in the yard for her children to find and when they were looking for them, a bunny appeared by one of the eggs.

The one I really liked though is that the bunny or hare is believed to never close it's eyes at night. It watches over the other animals while they sleep. I thought that one related well to gospel principles.

After church we had a delicious meal. Blackened Tuna, Halibit, Asparagus, Deviled Eggs, Baked Potatoes and Strawberry Shortcake. Then we had Nick take some Easter Pictures for us.

So typical of me these days... Oh sure she's looking all sweet and nice, but just wait until she gets hungry or annoyed! Look out!

Laurel and I had planned to hide plastic eggs with candy in the yard on Easter, but we ended up not getting to it...but when I got home from work the next day, to my surprise, Nick had done a treasure hunt througout the house with some of the eggs. It was so fun going from clue to clue and he was so clever. We then ended up hiding them for eachother for a couple hours and even played "hot potatoe" with them. It was a good night and I wish we would've taken some pictures.

ANNIVERSARY #1

2009-03-31T19:37:00.015-04:00

Yes that's right.

It has already been one year since Ben and I were married (3.15.08).

Craziness.

It's neat to think that a lot of our friends will also be celebrating the first anniversaries. I love that so many of us got married this past year (we can thanks Brandon for that).

Ben and Darren were able to come home for the weekend of our anniversary before heading back. It was fun to be all together again.

Nick and Laurel were so helpful with my little surpirse I was doing for Ben before he got home. Thanks again guys.

Yes that is Nick hiding from Ben under all those balloons!

So...I had called Ben to see how far away he was from getting home cuz nick was beginning to suffocate underneath the balloons and his blanket.

Ben said he was still 15 minutes away....I believed him and began to play some mario world to pass the time...2 minutes later...ben walks in to the room and totally messed up our surprise! Nick still startled him though when he jumped out from under all the balloons:-)

This is the sign I made while at work...the one my old Boss said he demanded I finished during work hours. If you can't read it it says:

Dear (MR. GOODBAR),

I would like to (TAKE FIVE) and wish you a very happy anniversary! You are such a (NERDY)

Luv,

Your (HONEY BUNNY)

(I hope no one was offended with me calling him a nerd. I couldn't find smarties at the store I was at so I am sorry, but he is the hottest nerd I've ever met!)

For our little weekend celebration, Ben, I, Laurel, Darren and Nick all went to the mall for a little family time and so Ben and I could get eachother our anniversary gifts. We had once again both decided to get eachother perfume/cologne (our first Christmas we did the same thing).
Then Darren and Laurel took us all out to eat at Oscars! We all had yummy yummy food and it was just so nice to all be back together again for the weekend! Thank you guys!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MAMAMIA!

2009-03-30T20:25:00.008-04:00

I have been finishing up my two weeks at my old job and have been training at my new job when I am not at my old job, so I haven't had much time to catch up on some very important things!

First off, it was my Mom's birthday on Friday the 13th of March! Happy Birthday Mom! She said it was a great weekend for her. The boys even did streamers for her (I was so proud that tradition past on).

My gift of course is late...I still need to mail it but I finally got it put together...

I found some yummy treats, a cookbook, another book and a cutting board that began this whole gift "inspiration" and arranged everything inside the matching tray that Laurel and I found.

I love getting gifts for my Mom. I think the main reason is because she appreciates a well done gift. It is so fun for me to find something where you think...yep that's it and then put it all together with little extra treatures to make a...I don't want to call it a masterpiece...but maybe... a work of art?...(those can be created on all skill levels). Plus my Mom gives the best reactions when opening gifts. She makes the whole thing fun and has taught me a lot about gift giving. It's one of my favorite things to do (if I have money lol).

So even though my Mom (hopefully) hasn't been able to read this yet (hence the unveiling of her gift before she's received it), I just want her to know how much I love her.

She has taught me so much and has really grown to be one of my best friends. All that she has taught me about being a wife, friend and someday mother has really stuck with me.

Hers is the voice I hear when I am trying to cook something I've never cooked before. It's also the voice I hear when I am trying to make something truly special for someone or some occasion. She brings brightness and joy into even the smallest of things.

She is amazing at all she does and she knows how to do things well. I love you Mom. Thank you for everything you have taught me. Thanks for always being there to listen to even the smallest details I just have to explain.

You are a wonderful Mother and a true example to me. I wish we could've been there to celebrate your special day with you, but I am so glad you were able to enjoy it amidst everything else going on. Again...I love you and happy belated birthday.

Love...Your Daughter,

Jacquelyn Louise.

New Job Offer...and YES...I took it!

2009-03-17T22:26:00.002-04:00

I've been wanting to post pictures of our anniversary, but I haven't wanted to badly enough to transfer the photos from the camera to my laptop, so no post yet...

I thought I'd share a little side note though...remember THIS? Well it turns out, I got a letter from the Doctor and an email from the woman who interviewed me saying that they hadn't hired anyone and would really like it if I would just meet the doctor before I made my final decision. I agreed that that would be the smart thing to do, especially since my Dad did recently tell me to always keep my eyes and options open.

So I met with the Doctor, discussed the position in further detail, he sent me a proposal and I accepted! I am now in my final two weeks with my other job, training for the woman who is taking my place begins tomorrow, and training for me for my new job as an optometric technician began today during my off hours of my soon to be old job as a chiropractic assistant. My new boss is right when he told me how it's really pretty amazing how this all happened and came together.

Needless to say, Ben and I think this is a great transition I am making. The people I am now working with are amazing, the practice is very professional and I am finding out just how fascinating the EYE can be!

Ben Gone

2009-03-08T20:21:00.005-04:00

Today Ben and Darren left for Tennessee to do a retro-fit for Johnson Northwest. They will be gone for about 10 days. This is the first time Ben and I have ever been apart since we've been married, which will be one year next Sunday! I am hoping they get back in time for that, but if not...it will make it that much sweeter when they get home.

In the mean time...Laurel, Nick and I are going to have some fun! The weather is so nice right now and we are planning to do some tennis and beaching when I am not working. Laurel will also be working on her crocheting and I will be finishing our wedding thank you notes! I know! It's terrible that I have not finished them all yet! What's even worse is that I have all the bridal shower ones done and they have just been in a pile, waiting to be mailed out for the past 9 months! Emily Post would be so disappointed in me.

I hope no one is offended or hurt that they haven't received their thank you yet. The truth is we are so grateful. We loved everything we got and were amazed at how many supported us by coming to either St. George, Grants Pass or sending congratulations from far away. It was and always will be a wonderful time for us to look back on. I am always looking at all of our wedding pictures, remembering each moment that was captured.

And while Ben is away and with our anniversary coming up next week, I have put a picture of Ben and I from our "photo shoot" with our great photographers on our wedding day at the St. George, UT Temple.

This one means a lot to me because it was one of the first shots we did after everyone had left for the reception and it was just the two of us having our first alone moment together as married and the photographers were yards away with a telephoto lense. They told us to just talk to eachother and to let feelings settle in... It was so special. The spirit was so strong and we were both amazed that we were really together for eternity.

It still feels like a dream to me though...to good to be true. I love you Ben. Be safe and come back soon!

A Day to Celebrate!

2009-03-05T12:48:00.010-05:00

Ben says I have a new hobby lately, which is looking and applying for jobs. I used to hate it but ever since we decided to move, making a cover letter and resume hasn't been as bad as it used to be. I have been trying to find a part time job that would work with my schedule with the chiropractor because I have been so anxious to move forward and be busy.

So I have been doing interviews and things to see if there's something that would work. In fact, on Tuesday I had an interview with a new cool Optometric Office in Summerville. It was so good and the people seemed great to work with, but they wanted me full time. I was seriously considering taking the job. In fact, I just got a call back for a second interview with them as I am writing this, but I had to turn it down because yesterday, out of the blue my boss told me that he is taking my co-worker off the front desk and he wants me there full time and even offered me a raise!

I was shocked and excited because I was going to feel really bad quitting when he is still getting everything going. Plus his hours and work environment are pretty flexible, so I can still have my own time to work on my other things.

I IM'd Ben what happened and told him we are celebrating tonight! So we went to Olive Garden, where we devoured the salad and bread sticks then I got mussel, shrimp and scallop linguine and Ben got fetuccine alfredo. We were going to get dessert, but were too full at the time.

So when we got home we ate some chocolate dipped peanut butter stuffed oreos that Laurel had made for YW's that night. Sooo good! I dipped mine in chocolate milk. Can you say chocoholic?

Then Ben, Nick Darren and I decided to watch Hitchiker's Guide to the Galaxy again, even though we just watched it the night before, because someone (me) was so tired that they fell asleep the first time...I have a habit of that no matter how good the movie is (Transformers took me 10 times of watching it to finish it and I loved that one too. What's my deal?)

Anyway, I loved this movie so much I am now going to read the series. This is one of my favorite parts. It's been in our heads all day haha.

Living with Darren, Laurel & Nick

2009-02-23T19:22:00.009-05:00

This is mainly for my Mama. One of the many things I love about my mom is she always wants to see what where I am living looks like. It makes me excited cuz I make sure everything is all nice and pretty for her to see. I love that she cares so much about every detail in our lives. It's also helped me to remember lots of fun times cuz I now have many pics from old apartments while away at school, on my mission and now of our "apartment" at Darren & Laurel's house. We have the downstairs guest room, which fit what we brought over perfectly (the rest of our stuff is still in Oregon until we find a place of our own again).

It is really fun living with them. They are so incredibly generous and kind, it's going to make leaving a hard thing to do. Ben and I won't know what to do with ourselves when we're living on our own again! Thank you you guys. We love you very much.

Here are some pics I took this morning (luckily I just did my major clean the day before you asked me for some pics huh Mom?)...

This is the front view of Darren and Laurel's house, which we love. It's def low country style:-)

This is the little nook I made in the space under the stairs at the entrance of our bedroom door. I love it because I don't get any more knots in my neck or headaches from laying in bed on my computer (bad habit...I know:-))This is the bed we sleep in. Everything you see is compliments of Darren and Laurel. We only brought what we could fit in Ben's car, so thanks again you guys.

This is the huge bathroom. It's so big I even jumped rope in it the other day!

And here is the grand finale! Me! JK. This is the bathroom sink and the cute hutch they have in the bathroom. Love it! Surfer theme. So cute!

So...that concludes the tour for today...I wanted to put up pics of our first house together from Oregon, but we can't find them haha...so some day we'll get them up on here.

Our February Saturday

2009-02-22T19:53:00.009-05:00

I finally had the umph to do a major clean on our area and car this Sat. It was a miracle and felt pretty dang good ( I even cleaned the baseboards...that's how major it was haha).

It was a beautiful day too so I really wanted to go to the beach cuz we hadn't been in awhile and...one of the girls from our primary class invited us to go to her soccer game in Mt. Pleasant (which is close to the beach), so we decided to make an afternoon of it.

It was sunny, fun, a little cold and so fun to spend the day with Ben and see Jenna and her fam.

Jenna's soccer game. She was the goaly at this point (in the yellow).

Ben and I at Isle of Palms Beach.

The beach and the oh so warm sun!

On the way home in the car, I liked how my glasses looked purple from the sun.

Every time we drive by this closed 7-Eleven, it looks like one anyway, Ben gets a kick out of the Darth Vader Stencling done on the side of the walls, so we decided we pull in and get a pic.

It was fun to get out and spend some time together:-)

Playlist Song Apology

2009-02-18T20:21:00.002-05:00

I duno if anyone ever has the volume on when looking at blogs, so I duno if anyone heard the first song I had on here (Otep- Confrontation). It's one of my favorite songs, but the site I made the playlist on won't let me use my own itunes songs, so I used the song from there not even thinking that it would be an explicit version. I am sorry for anyone that heard the f bomb in the beginning of the song. I didn't know that there was even need of a clean version til I looked at my itunes and saw that it was the clean version. So...I apologize and please don't think I listen to cuss wordy music haha:-P

Guitar Lessons

2009-02-18T19:31:00.005-05:00

So...Ben and I have been so lucky to have joint callings since we've been married. In Oregon we were team teachers for the 7-8 year olds and now here in Summerville we are team teachers of the 8-9 year olds! We love it! We get to see eachother all three hours of Church. In Oregon we were together 24/7- we worked together, had our callings together, played together, etc...and our goal is to eventually get back to that kind of lifestyle:-).

So our last year's class we only had for a couple months because we started teaching in November and then got a new group at the beginning of the year. I guess we learned what we needed from the first class cuz it was hard to let them go. We loved them all right from the start! They were sooo fun and eager to learn. We love our new class too. They have a ton of energy and there's so many of them, that we had to move our classroom to part of the cultural hall!

From our first class is a boy named Jacob. He not only blew us away with how smart he was, but he is like a mini Ben. They have the same manorisms and they even look similar. It's crazy and so so cute. Jacob is Ben's fav and Jacob loves Ben, so when Jacob's parents found out Ben plays the guitar, they jumped on the chance for Ben to teach Jacob.

So they had their first lesson last night. I "snuck" some pictures of them in the studio (there's really no way to sneek in some pics when you got the flash makin noise) and then I quickly snuck back out cuz they meant business. I heard it went really well and I got to experience it first hand later cuz after Jacob's lesson was my lesson.

Ben has tried to teach me the guitar before, but he is so good and I am so not that I couldn't keep up. So we thought this would be a good time for me to learn cuz he'd be doing the real basics with Jacob and thinsg would be already prepared so I could learn slowly too.

So...I have two half hour lessons a week and I am supposed to practice at least 15 minutes a day, which means...I better get on it!

Working Out...

2009-02-17T23:54:00.003-05:00

This may sound silly...but when it comes to working out...I do not like to do the same routine day in and day out. This sounds even worse...but it has taken me quite awhile to want to get back into the habit of working out regularly. I did pretty good before our wedding and I was surprised at how big of a difference working out a little every day does for the body. You all know that already, but for some reason, I am always on and off with having a workout routine. It just hasn't felt like a daily necessity in my mind, like brushing my teeth is, even though it definitely should be!

For some reason, (probably the freezing cold weather and the word "work" in workout) my mind has not wanted to grasp that drive I need to be motivated enough to work out. So...every day I have been trying to convince myself that I want and need to do it (especially living close to the beach now and warm weather just around the corner-hopefully:-)).

Finally, like my body always does (if only sooner, but thank goodness) began telling my mind it was feeling "uncomfortable," meaning, it was putting on some unwanted weight and it got to the point where I couldn't stand it anymore and I began to have that desire to start working out again! Yay!

Like I said in the beginning...I do not like to have a daily workout ritual. I like do be diversified and still work all the areas I need to. It is also so cold outside right now, that I didn't want that to be a reason why I wasn't working out, so I was in pursuit of workouts I could do that were different every day, that didn't need a lot of equipment or for me to go outside.

I don't remember how, but I came across this fitness website that you can actually have a toolbar for with daily fitness updates along with a ton of other things that no one has time to look through, but...what I found and what I really like is that this site has a workout video section that has a ton of different videos you can do and most of them only require you have free weights of some sort...and yes...they are free to view!

I have been doing that lately along with jump roping and I love it because I am able to workout in our room and not have to buy a whole bunch of extra stuff... AND...I haven't gotten sick of it yet because I have yet to repeat the same video. Plus they go quickly so they don't get annoying (if you know what I mean).

So...I know I am not an expert or a great example of being fit, but if any of you are like me and you want to get in the habit of working out...check it out...cuz...it's pretty sweet;-)

(Oh...and I also recommend THIS)!

Happy Vallentine's Day Hunny!

2009-02-14T16:35:00.003-05:00

To: Jacquelyn
From: Benjamin

As you know, today is St. Valentine's Day... The first one of our wonderful married life - so here is my Valentine for you sweetheart:

Roses are red

Violets are... Violet

If you liked to fly,

You'd be one smokin' hot pilot.

In all seriousness though, I am so lucky to have you as my eternal companion, and best friend in this life and the next. The past 1o months and 30 days have been the best days of my life. Each day you do something that amazes me.
You are a wonderful support to me, and you always believe in me and in my dreams. Not only do you believe in them, but you dream with me - and then you help me make those dreams come true. We have an exciting and promising future because of you.
I hope that you know how deeply I love you. I have never been good at expressing my feelings to you, so I try to make up for my lack of eloquence by repeating the words "I love you" to you over and over. You are everything I've ever wanted, and so much more.
I can't believe how beautiful you are every moment of the day, and in every situation. You glow even when you wake up from and afternoon nap. If I was forced to describe you in five words or less, those words would be... well there would be just one word... Perfect
Every day I am reminded of how perfect you are for me. You inspire me, encourage me, support me, sustain me, and bring balance into my life. I love it! I love living with you! I love that I get to see your gorgeous smile every single day! I love that I get to spend all three hours with you at church! I love you Jacquelyn!

Happy Valentine's Day!